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|Thursday, January 4th, 2007|
|Never Date an Aquarius|
Freaky, unconventional, and downright strange - it's likely that any Aquarius will weird you out.
And if you do happen to fall for an Aquarius, you'll probably find them too emotionally distant to connect with.
Instead try dating: Cancer, Pisces, Capricorn, or Virgo
|Tuesday, November 28th, 2006|
|You Are 4% Nerdy|
You are definitely not nerdy - in fact, you probably don't know any nerds.
You probably care a little too much about your image. No one will know if you secretly watch Star Trek reruns!
Blehh, I should learn now, but I'm not in the mood of making homework and learning...I would actually drink something and smoke now if I hadn't quit it...
|Sunday, October 1st, 2006|
On friday I've quit smoking. I've also quit drinking shitty stuff.
|You Are Romanticism|
You are likely to see the world as it should be, not as it is.
You prefer to celebrate the great things people do... not the horrors they're capable of.
For you, there is nothing more inspiring than a great hero.
You believe that great art reflects the artist's imagination and true ideals.
results after taking the test for a second time:
|Friday, September 22nd, 2006|
Me and Matei broke up yesterday.
|Saturday, August 26th, 2006|
|Questions stolen from Dennis
1. Who is ur single very bgest friend? Kia
2. Who r ur other best/good frirnds? Kia, Lidia, Marga, Sandra, Ana, Dani, irina...and some guys....but I've been a bit more distant to guys lately...
3. Who r ur "ok" friends? owh....too many
4. Who r ur other friends? way too much to list
5. If u were stranded on a desert island then who, out of ur friends, would u want to be there with u? If I could choose only one? kia
6. Who is the most faithful?Kia
7. Who is the most popular? well, all of them are pretty popular...
8. Who is the most unpopular? uhmm....I think Dani
9. Who is the sweetest? Kia
10. Who do u doubt sometimes? Sandra...cause she pissed me off two days ago..
11. Who, in your past, do u think has been the worst friend to u? Hanna.
12. Who is the most creative? uhmmm...Kia, i think
13. Who is the most attractive? probably Kia
14. Who is the best at hosting parties and sleepovers? uhmmm...all of them are!
15. Who Who do u think would help u the most if u were in trouble? Deffinately Kia.
16. Who do u think would risk their life to save urs? Kia.
17. Who is the weirdest? uhmmm.....dunno
18. Who's family do u like the most? Kia's..their like my second family...like really!
19. Who has the nicest house? Kia.
20. Who would u like to switch places with (fer one day)? me and Kia always thougt it would be cool to change places for one day..:D
21. Who looks the best in a bathing suit? Kia.:D she's hot, dude!
22. Who are the boys most crazy for? dunno...
23. Who can be really fun? well, everyone can be really fun...
24. Who has the biggest butt? dunno...
25. Who is the most outgoing? ALL OF THEM!
26. Who has the prettiest color of hair? uhmmm..you mean natural hair colour?
27. Who can get the most hyper? ME!...
28. Who gets the best grades? Dani...
29. Who do u want to go to college with? well, i'd like to go to college with all of them, if possible...but the only ones that want to do the same things in the future are me and Marga..
30. Who would u want to be a blood sister with? I'd say Kia...but that would imply something....not so nice...
31. Who is the most religous? dunno...
32. Who has the biggest wardrobe? dunno
33. Who likes cartoons the most? ME!
34. Who would be most likely to go up to a new student and make friends with him/her? most of them,...
35. Who is the most picky? dunno...
36. Who has the most beanie babies? dunno...
37. Who has the most junk in their room? Lidia
38. Who has the best looking sibling/s? well, I'd say Kia...
39. Who will be there no matter what? Kia
40. Who do u wish could be part of ur family? I'd say Kia, but again..that would imply some certain thingies....
41. Who is the biggest beach bum? dunno
42. Who is the biggest athlete? Kia has her own gym downstairs...
43. Who looks the best in makeup? I look great when kia uses her magical powers on me...like...now:d
44. Who has the prettiest eye color? ME!!!:)))....
45. Who is the biggest junkfood junkie? uhmmm...Matei...
46. Who would do n e thing for 1 million bucks? I think that would be sandra..
47. Who do u think has the nicest siblings? Kia, Lidia...
48. Who do u think has the nicest mom? KIA! I love her mom! she's like incredible!! and she loves me soooo much !!!
49. Who do u think has the nicest dad?uhmmm..I think that might be dani...or Margas stepdad...he's cool too!
50. Who do u think will read all ur answers, and fill the whole thing out? none of them use lj..thats why I actually write it here:D
51. Who do u think is going to be happy this is over? dunno..
|Friday, August 25th, 2006|
|Your Passion is Pink|
Innocent and naive, you approach sex with a virginal mindset.
You tend to enjoy teasing and flaunting much more than actual sex.
You're a notorious flirt, and you can pick up anyone you desire.
As a result, your reputation is a lot steamier than your real sex life.
that' sort of true...
today i went out with radu, to play some pool...I haven't met him like on purpose for a couple of months...and I missed talking to him and stuff...although it might sound VERY weird, I think i might actually still like him a bit..which makes my life even harder than it was in the first place...
then I went to meet Sandra, Marga, pavel and ana(felie). that was fun too, since I havent seen pavel(sandra's bf) in a long time and he's still the same funny guy he was...
then it a;lready was almost 10pm..but I didnt want to go home...since I'm home alone...I called my best friend, kia to ask her if she wants to hang out with me, or if she can sleep over at my place...but she was at the movies with her bf....an i told her to call me when the movie ends... I had to pee, so I stopped over at McDonald's, took a pee...then the waiters started to look weird at me, cause I was like the only person that didnt order anything, so I called matei and talked to him for like 20 min...in the end he told me hed like me to sometimes say I love you and like really mean it...but I couldnt tell him...that wouldnt be really possible...I actually can only love with either my whole being...or like...just like ppl...and I do not love him with my whole beeing, so why lie to him? I have to wait for him to return an then like really talk to him for real...
and I dont want kia, andrei and their family to leave! I'll miss them a lot...I havent seen him in a long time! Current Mood: calm
|Thursday, August 24th, 2006|
Take the Seven Deadly Sins
being the person I'd like to be in 5 years from now:
The Seven Deadly Sins Quiz
on 4degreez.com Current Mood: numb
|Wednesday, August 23rd, 2006|
|Test and thoughts...
|You Are 60% Pure|
Well, you're not exactly an angel - but you're pretty darn close.
But chances are, you have a couple juicy secrets deep in your closet.
I'm sooo confused...and I actually need to talk to someone...I really wouldn't like to post the whole story here, cause it's too complicated and too private...I tried to figure out a sollution on my own, cause I actually want to do what I wish, not to act like someone else suggests..I probably just need the opinion of an outsider....I actually shouldn't need an opinion..I thought about this thing almost all the time in the pst 7 weeks..and I couldn't find an answer....no answer....and I really really need an answer. I think I might go crazy if I won't find an answer...I really really really need one...I don't know what to do anymore...and I feel like crying all the time...and when I dont feel like crying I am extremely happy..just too happy...I can only be too sad or too happy lately...I need to find a balance Current Mood: worried,frightened,sad,confuse
|Tuesday, August 22nd, 2006|
Well, I suppose it is obviously that I haven't used lj too much lately.
I won't go on in here, talking bout everything Ive done in the past months, I don't have the patience to do so and I also do not remember everything that happened. I can only say that I decided to update my lj, just because my last post was VERY emo and I'm very ashamed of writting something like that!
I have to wake up soon, but I don't really want to go to bed now, I actually don't want to go to bed at all. I want to exhaust myself. I suppose it's just some self-destruction thingie every human has somewhere deep inside. I suppose we, humans can not be happy for too long, so if they feel they have been happy for too long, they harm themselve. I know it sounds weird, but I'm right. Just look in the past. Remeber. When was the last time you suffered? Was it really the fault of someone else, or did you actually cause the trouble? Hmmm...judging yourself is hard, I know, you tend to put yourself in a good light, but that's normal, everyone does it. It's in human's nature. Our ego needs that. And yeah, well, everyone has an ego.
I decided it doesn't matter if what I write sucks or doesn't. I just need to do it, cause I like it a lot. And, although I'm not always sure, i actually like the things I've written in my life, but I don't like to be criticized. I hate it! So, I don't dare to show the things I wrote to other people. i always show them mediocre stuff, if they manage to convince me to show them something, and tell them it's one of the worst thing I've ever written.
I just hope no one actually reads this. I mean, this is like the worst way to spend some tim eof one's life! Please, don't read something as crappy as this, it's simply a huge waste of time! I don't even know what I'm writting about, and I dont care. I'll just let my hands slide on the keyboard and type whatever they like.
The last song I started in popomundo is actually the second part of a song I started writting for my sister's band, but then ended up in something totally else. I used to be able to write mediocre stuff in english, now I can mostly only do this is romanian. Writting in english used to be even easier, and now...uhhmmm...well, I havent written anything in english in centuries. I also have this weird feeling my english is getting worse instead of better.
5 lines higher, I thought about copying a very old something I wrote, that I re-read a couple of days, or maybe weeks ago and sort of like.
I know why I really like to hurt myself. After being very down, you can appreciate life's beauties much better. But, when you're on a certain way down, it's easier to jump in the darkness, than to try to climb back to the top. So I just jump into the cold and let my brain freeze...usually, when it un-freezes(luckily, I always have someone next to me to un-freeze my brain) I find myself climbing on the wet rocks, looking into the clear blue sky and starting to smile.... Current Mood: pensive
|Sunday, June 11th, 2006|
|Crying is great!
Today, after two months full of sorrow, full of sadness, full of misery, full of pain, full of shit, I gave it all out! I cried, I cried and cried and cried and cried. It felt great! In the past couple of months I tried, I wanted to cry daily, sometimes more than just once a day....I finally made! Now I feel simply great! I feel empty....but it's not a disturbing emptyness, it's a great emptyness, it's a happy emptyness...I love this feeling....I finally started to love life again...in the past couple of months, I got over an old love, I started a new one...and I hope I'll get over this one again...soo many people had something against me in the past couple of months and everyhting bad happened to me...I tried to have some fun on friday, but it only lasted for 30 minutes, someone had to spoil it all...but now...I simply don't care anymore! I also decided today that I HAVE to quit smoking...I really really have to! I don't like it anymore...I really really don't like it anymore. I also changed some plan. I don't wanna fall back in love with him, so I'm not going to Turkey with friends this year anymore....I can not stay 12 days with him..I'd fall right back for him....
Now, I gotta talk to my new love, so....buh bye
P.S: I also decided I have to restart writting!
|Monday, March 6th, 2006|
|Your Values Profile
You value loyalty a fair amount.
You're loyal to your friends... to a point.
But if they cross you, you will reconsider your loyalties.
Staying true to others is important to you, but you also stay true to yourself.
You value honesty a fair amount.
You're honest when you can be, but you aren't a stickler for it.
If a little white lie will make a situation more comfortable, you'll go for it.
In the end, you mostly care about "situational integrity."
You don't really value generosity.
Your needs always come first, no matter what.
And you'll possibly help someone else out...
But only if it helps you in return.
You value humility a fair amount.
You tend to be an easy going, humble person.
But occasionally your ego takes over.
You have a slight competitive streak - and the need to be the best.
You value tolerance highly.
Not only do you enjoy the company of those very different from you...
You do all that you can to seek it out interesting and unique friends.
You think there are many truths in life, and you're open to many of them.
and then....uhmmm..i also had some pics....including http://i24.photobucket.com/albums/c28/pf
|What Your Face Says|
At first glance, people see you as strong willed and stubborn.
Overall, your true self is passionate and physical.
With friends, you seem dramatic, lively, and quick to react.
In love, you seem energetic - almost manic.
In stressful situations, you seem selfish and moody.|
|Saturday, January 28th, 2006|
well, first of all....I haven't posted in like centuries.....I was(and still am) (very) sick...I've also drinken sort of much last night but I sort of remember everything and I don't even have a real headache now, so....it's ok....then, I did this test on blogthings...and I think it's really cute but it's not 100% me
|You Are a Rainbow|
Breathtaking and rare
You are totally enchanting and intriguing
But you usually don't stick around long!
You are best known for: your beauty
Your dominant state: seducing
then, a couple of weeks ago, my second photobucket account got full, so I had to create a third one: it's called pfunky. then, since I wasn't allowed to exit the house since monday i just did lots of pics with a sick me(which most loook bad, but I don't longer care...) well, the truth is that I used TONS of make up for those pics and that I look like a cheap whore, but...as i said....I no longer care
|Thursday, January 5th, 2006|
ok....so I'm back from Austria...returned last night but was waaaaaay too tired for anything.....I did lots of skiing which was really cool but I still feel very tired...and my legs still hurt a bit...I went on every ski pist they had in that area, which included the so-called"Harakiri"(austria's hardest ski pist, theoreticly) it was cool, but they forced me to eat a really really lot so I'm 3 kg fatter now:((( I just cut my hair and thiugh the hairstyle's nice something's wrong with my hair....he's not as soft as he was before....I'm afraid it might be the new bubble thingie...which was a bit too cheap....if I ruined my hair I'm gonna die....i just looooove my hair....owh, btw...yesterday I felt extremely ugly...I was reading a book and there was this one sentance which worried me like hell: "All ugly girls are told they have beautiful eyes and hair" and everyone's telling me my eyes and hair are beautiful....why can't they say.....uhmmmm....dunno....forehead? someone once said though I have a very nice, soft skin...don't remember who, though....( Read more...Collapse )
|Sunday, December 18th, 2005|
|Monday, December 12th, 2005|